random.....

walking down this long dirt road

trembling at the thought of losing everything

you come speeding by kicking up dust

but what i see is pent up emotions and complete loss of trust

the tears start falling as the sun goes down

it feels like you left me here to drown......

I came up with this little thingy the other day and set it as my FB status (tweaked a few words when i posted it here hehe)...... its a bit emo I know lol but I still liked it none the less :)

The past few weeks have been an emotional roller coaster for me, not to happy lately.

Went to a comic thing and saw one of my dearest friends (whom i haven't seen in forever) and had a little fun for once ^_^ good times!

Had a pretty severe health scare :( but thankfully it turned out to be nothing .....big release of stress there! I am the type of person who hates being a burden on others and the whole time i was thinking,
"god im gonna be even more of a burden if things go 'such and such' way"

Cancer scares the shit out of me.... My mother died while battling cancer and my grandmother is in remission from lymphoma (sp?) .....so knowing the two previous generations have had it doesnt leave much hope for me the way i see it LoL..... but that aside the whole ordeal worked out for the best ^_^

as for now, I'm still depressed, cooped up in the house with a nasty and annoying head cold....the kids are sick as well and i tried sushi today for the first time.....No idea what i ate but it definitely tasted ODD (o.o)*
okay im done for now just felt like venting a bit since im bored out of my mind

peace people ^_^ take care