though our paths are different
it still remains the truth
that no matter the distance between us
my love for you shines through
its painful to miss your smiles,
your tears and laughter too
but i know im in your heart
so it helps me feel close to you

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I have been feeling very lost about a lot of things...... So many people I care about with all my heart I have drifted apart from. It is so hard to be alone yet I still have feelings of guilt when it comes to my relationships with friends and family.....damn this confusion Haha! Dammmmmit to hell........ I love them all with every bit of my heart, miss them with all my being but I'm so irresponsible about keeping in contact with them ....grrrrrrrrrr